life tastes beTteR wif spice

2004-12-24T21:53:00.000-08:00

its christmas 04 already ! my mom was saying one e students in her sch saw her n he was like.. "huh.. must go back to sch already" as if reminding her tt a new sch years gonna start. i guess when ur in pri sch e hols is everything. but time seems to pass slowly when ur in pri sch. sec sch is a totally diff matter.. n it has already passed.anyways..this month went too fast as well. my memory of

2004-12-08T22:07:00.000-08:00

tia weiyu n I went for our last company camp ever. Okay.. maybe while we.re still in school.Maybe it was different bec we were e only sec 4s there.. We went to Tapah,which is a long way up.. near cameron highlands. I hardly remember siting in a bus for such a long time. Reached the campsite at about four in the afternoon, which was a little late. The place was surrounded by mountains and

2004-12-08T21:40:00.000-08:00

i remember this feeling. its when I haven.t been near a computer for like ages. Its not that bad when it seems like every minute is filled. but once i lay my hands on the computer [ which is finally fixed ] i spend who knows how many hours on it w/0 stopping. can hardly believe gradnight is over..[never imagined so much e stress n thots could go into just one night..] The main activity of the

bacK!! [wuz away from cyberspace for a long... time ] haha

2004-09-06T20:52:00.000-07:00

yeah.e computer wuz shortcircuited.. [heex.. of all the things to happen] gosh.. [feeling wierd now.. ][ i think i even forgot how to type.. ] The worst thing was tt i left my blog in a mess!! haha [ i just changed e template like a month or so ago but din do any much changes to it.. ] [okok enufff of over-reacting.. i guess it was a blessing in disguise] well.. so many things haf happened i

2004-08-02T04:27:00.000-07:00

gosh! another week.. and another and another..im like standing still and everythngs rushing before my eyes... hope i dun look like dis soon (T_T) not tt many things haf happened but not tt has been tt uneventful. hey.. i think i noe y.. heex.. [somedaes i even wish for more den 24 hrs.. or tt we onli needed 3 hrs or so of sleep] invited mence gav kevin terence aaron for sonic fest.. wished they

surprise?

2004-07-21T02:59:00.000-07:00

..everything's changing when i turn im all outta control im a mobile[gosh].. has something changed?something different?why all the "why"questions? little did we noe tt we would haf a awaiting suprise 2dae.. maybe its true.. bout wad they sae.. 'Blessed is the man who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed' haha maybe e moral of e story is.. believe in urself.. and if all else

2004-07-16T09:39:00.000-07:00

todae was a short dae.. i guess anticipation for sth makes e dae seem to pass so much quiker.. yeah.. was kinda looking forwd to fEstspieL.. (= decided to go partially cus of dis being e last yer i.ll probably go.. and.. peer pressure.. heex [might sorta miss out on a lot of memories.. ] met up wif.. a whole bunch of peepx den had hi-tea at pasta mania.[ ok.. the timing was odd.. dats all

2004-07-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder hw so many things can happen in one dae.. but sometimes its just an ordinary one and i can even forget all e things i shld be thankful for.. [even e things i take for granted e most] yeah.. and sometimes i even can forget wad happened on a certain dae. [gosh my memory's going heex] ok lar.. i just forgot for moment.. went to watch windstruck.. [had no idea it was such sad

wondering or wandering[ self discovery? i still got lotsa things to learn bout me]*i noe dis title sounds kinda like.. selfish..haha

2004-07-09T18:51:00.000-07:00

when my mind starts to wander all over e place, its an indication tt i haven.t reallie been studying.. [hehx.. ][i think e hols haf a horrible effect on me.. =p][-sher pushing e blame] 2nd week of sch has said gdbye.this week seems so rushed thou[as in like.. we r like rushing to finish a maths][and im like.. waking up frm slumber.. hehx.. ] maybe its cus im always doing the wrong thing at the

2004-07-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

yeah! going out tmr.. whole-bunch-of-pple kinda outings are nice.. hees.. anyway.. had lunch wif mienie and shiying @ kfc todae.. [long time nvr had lunch wif all the rest of the youth.. ] den after dat.. met mel,shann,shar and emily.. to go to p.s to walk.. heex emIly's so tall.. [she said shes bout 2 metres ] and shes 2 years younger den me.. ! [feel darn short standing next to her.. )= ]

sher thinking again.. hahax

2004-07-04T08:32:00.001-07:00

wow.. one week of sch has gone by.[and i survived.. ] but oh well..like wad we heard during e 'live to e max' thingie tt.. life's nt just bout surviving. actually now i noe why they sae tok is cheap [gosh.. im toking here.. ] but oh well.. Its like i keep saeing.. shld be doing more constructive stuff.. but sometimes its like.. dun reallie end up doing anything.. [or maybe i can.t stick to sth

2004-06-26T10:37:00.000-07:00

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so many events.. so little time

2004-06-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

okok lar.. im exaggerating.. as usual..hehs but i din expect to go to nicks bbQ either,Yesterdae.. was kinda last min cus olyna was like..asking whether jean and i we were going[and shes gd at persuading pple](= had our 2nd last dance prac yesterdae too.. its still nt veri coordinated,maybe we gotta try and look out for each other.. [but some parts look cool thou..=p] It looks a little like

2004-06-23T10:13:00.000-07:00

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unusual..?

2004-06-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

dis is todaes entry.. hehs.. dunno if i shld tok about it.. well.. maybe i'll just leave a mark..and be discreet..{hehs} ended up at de esplanade again.. yesterdae went to e lib there.. [ i think pple think im nuts.. go all e way there..but actually it was cus i wuz near e vincinity.. hehs] den passed by e padang.. [suprised to find out tt e Lp concert was on.. *forgot haha.. ]miens friend saw

2004-06-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

gb regional camp, was sth i almost missed out on, but in the end.. had no regrets going for the camp... First dae.. i went late.. bout 11.[ i noe.. beeri irresponsible.. ] couldn.t find me boots.. and was like.. hardly had a voice. Anyway..was rather lost when i went there. Was greeted by a gigantic school building.[Rgs:heard that there are like..16 classes per level, and according to the

2004-06-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

this week sure went by fast.. dun wan 2 tok bout e brutal truth,the end of the hols.. but i still end up mentioning it. oh well.. had 2 practices.. wif 2 other gerLs frm e rest of the devot!on grp.. 2 of dem weren.t there on e firz dae thou.. den we onli sort of practiced todae.. But one cool thing bout it is tt i gotta noe some other gerls frm other coys better.. [the very familiar faces of

2004-06-14T18:49:00.000-07:00

went to bangkok for 3 daes.. now i believe pple when they say dat its mostly shopping and eating.. hehs. got to eat the famous pineapple rice[my fave.. ;)]and tom yam soup..[ nt dat hot after all.. hehs.. ] anyway i think.. its kinda like. cus we were in the city.. aso got a chance to visit my granduncle and family.. [ farni thing is he looks like my uncle.. and hes like e total opposite of my

sizzler

2004-06-07T10:06:00.000-07:00

sat morn.. rushing all the badge work stuff.. kinda last min for me thou.[i betta kick the procrastination ] anyway.. nth much [i guess i was just in sch physically.. so not much thinking done.. hehs ] afternoon, sec 4s gb.. went to sizzler[da famous salade bar ] suntec for a like.. farewell lunch [too bad nt everyone was there] nice lunch.. long time nvr eat wif so many pple liaos.. it was like

2004-05-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

the Os.. were terrible[ i seem to lack vocab words these days].. so darn thankful for a second chance. [ I sure need it ] I was feeling so down after the exam.. i resolved to do sth totally not thot of before.. [muahaha] ok its nth.. just thot dat i would wanna keep a journal in chinese [ i know its totally absurd, but those are the things i decide to do when i think that doing something drastic

2004-05-31T08:41:00.000-07:00

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doing boliao stuff @ e wrong time.. hehs

2004-05-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

just gt carried away for a while.. and decided to take some piccies of my guinea pig[well..at least my sisters and mine.. ] dun think it'll be easy to guess its name thou.. its..... cookie! haha.. no idea why i named it dat.. but somehow.. my pets became named.. [mostly after food..hehs.. ] [eg. cappucchino.. was a rabbit and latte.. can u beat it.. ? ] anywaes.. my rabbit decided to butt in..[i

2004-05-15T01:52:00.000-07:00

wow.. another milestone just passed by.. midyers..! phew..[ cus its over] but yet,can.t relax..1.cus i dun think i did dat well.. [maybe e tchers wan to bring us to our senses.me at least.. haha] 2. still gt chinese o's.. sigh.. [half of me saes, maybe i would take it again at e end of the yer ] anywaes.. yesterdae was one of the most happie daes i spent.. since the beginning of the yer.. went

thoughts.. swirling ard in dis head of mine..

2004-05-08T00:28:00.000-07:00

close to one month.. since i last blogged.. can.t imagine noting down every single thing dat came to my mind, happened , or wadever during e last month.. again.. most of e time was just another struggle wif Hw.. trying to revise.. and.. yeah... actually i just decided to drop by just to leave a mark here... cus i noticed dat my blog is like.. kinda dead.. the tigger pic somehow vanished.. and

2004-03-31T05:08:00.000-08:00

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz! oops.. =p dats me ? haha dunnoe..

dis is me..

2004-03-29T01:12:00.000-08:00

life's supposed to be simple rite..? things look veri messy for me at e moment.. or is it just how i make it out to be..? oh well... i guess here i am.. just to show the state of mess in my mind...? no lar.. kiddin.. but i just dun understand y i can.t even answer a simple question.. i noe.. there r like.. consequences for everything i do... but i just can.t even seem to take a step into the

close of one term + our last company camp..

2004-03-13T05:49:00.000-08:00

looking on the brite side.. maybe this term was a bit better den wad i was last yer.. but.. i think at the rate im moving.. hahas.. i wun get anywhere.. to be honest.. either im e black sheep in e2 or.. i should haf gone to another claz instead.. but dats besides the point.. [i still dunnoe why i keep thinking..why im here and stuff.. ][ just can/t figure out why i keep questioning. ] i mean..

distractionx..

2004-03-09T03:29:00.000-08:00

distracted.. dat describes me for e last 2 daes.. Its not like i cannot ignore them.. but somehow i just seem to keep getting carried away.. ~the downside of sitting by the window is.. i find myself.. "looking at the scenery" and the next min i realise i am actually drifting off.. truth is, this week is supposed to be a stressful one.. but.. i seemed to be numb.. [okay..dat is stupid.. ] maybe

2004-03-05T02:35:00.000-08:00

todae was kinda quiet.. maybe cus there are fewer lessons.. tried staying up till 2 again... [but i didn't work this time.. ][the first time, i was okay the whole dae..wasn.t in danger of dozing off... onli after e last lesson][which was a kinda strange thing] had e usual fridae stuff.. like chinese NreechmeNt cluz.. after school... had a friend who told me her troubles... [to be honest i

2004-03-03T10:11:00.000-08:00

okok...if you looked at the time.. u probablie think im nuts... staying up just to change me blog layout... just din feel like sleeping. [ and veri sians of my old layout.. ] n e way.. yeps.. like it better.. its more like me.. hahas i think i gotta go thou.. or be a walking zombIe tmr.. *scared of Amath... maybe i.ll haf to face e GLAreZ..

2004-03-02T03:11:00.000-08:00

last two daes.. and to be honest.. the whole of last week wasn.t exactly fantastic.. its just going to school.. to me its just like.. going to school and learning, just to finish the syllabus and to take O's and get out of sec sch.. [though im not dying to leave or anything.. ] okok..to be honest.. maybe im not working hard.. as u can c...actually i like A math u noe.. but e prob is i keep making

2004-03-02T02:59:00.000-08:00

ssTc camp.. during e weekend.. was so tired yesterdae... strange thing about it was.. although it was held at a nature spot [ camp christine], our 2 daes were spent mostly indoors... having sessions.. doing some planning for regional camp dis yer.. maybe it was a little draggy..but the nice part was seeing some familiar faces from the last regional camp.. and i dunnoe.. where.. but i seem to find

2004-02-10T03:04:00.000-08:00

my blog is rusty.. havent blogged for a long time.. [ i seem to keep saying thing.. ] perhaps its cus nutting much has happened recently ? partial reason is cus of my 2pid comp.. which is now so slow.. [im learning to be patient ] okok.. im still as crappy despite the fact dat im turning 16 soon... wonder if its reallie just a number or.. will i see REaL chAnges.. dis yer.. ? haiz.. but too bad

2004-01-21T01:16:00.000-08:00

21 days.. into 2004.. one more day for chinese new yer.. [is dat the rite way to put it ? ] anyhow.. its tmr.. i feel like i.ve been going to school for forever already.. is it just me..? or.. i dunnnoe.. i dun feel the stress yet.. the only time is when i think bout chemestry.. heex.. the way she put it.. its like..reallie reallie simple.. so if i can't even pass dat.. im pathetic.. *shivers

2004-01-01T03:49:00.000-08:00

can hardly believe it... ! its 2004. this year is gonna be different.. [definitely.. ] i dunnoe wad to think... maybe not exactly looking forward to it.. but.. the chance to start afresh sounds and looks gd... hahas.. yeah.. i can.t imagine what its gonna be like.. but i guess i dun haf to wonder too long.. in a few hours im going back to sch.. okok.. its about.. its bout 11 more hrs... [guess

2004-01-01T03:38:00.000-08:00

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2003-12-11T04:20:00.000-08:00

1 day aftEr the church caMP... went shoPping, wif my mum and sista to look for something more formal to wear.. for de 2 weddings.. haha Its here that i gtta thank God for something.. I guess it sounds kinda strange but if not , i would not be sitting here todae writing this blog.. We were across the road from cineleisure.. [the carpark side.. ] there is a smaller lane in which cars can turn

2003-11-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

just remembering what happened the last few days.. had no time no blog in here.. starting first from the gb camp.. =21 Nov..= fri first day of camp.. hiked frm bukit timah hill.. to macritchie reservoir. although not tt tiring but.. kinda kerazee cuz of my nutty group "adroit" and " loyalty" in the end we became La-lAmerx ..It was reallie nice to be wif this bunch of ppLe cuz, they r just so

2003-11-12T01:57:00.000-08:00

Cb major - life is full of complecations,commitments and organisation. You love to makesure everything is just perfect, but sometimesthis can cause you to fall over your own feet.A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major whenyou could be the identical Bmajor? It has lessaccidentals. what key signature are you? brought to you by Quizilla unsociable ? i dunnoe reallie. but.. i think some other

2003-11-02T23:02:00.000-08:00

again a long time since i blogged in here.. hm. time reallie has passed soo fast. its like e last month or so.. no time to look back and think.. mayb dats y i.ve not been thinking aloud in my blog.. hmx.. and i thot it was a while bac when i was complaining that things were boring.. and stuff sometimes i reallie can trick myself into thinking dat theres still a lot of time left.. or dat time

2003-10-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

long time has passed since i last blogged.. ok.. its like duh.. so how many months was dat..who carez.. where shall i start...? [ oh yeah..like i said who cares ] de long awaited exams are over.. and i shan.t describe wad a let down it was... its over mayb toking bout my blessings would help.. ? yeah im blessed w pizza.. ok.. to be honest i dunno wad to write. initially i thot i got over

2003-09-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

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2003-09-09T09:13:00.000-07:00

~nite outing~.. wif Gb din write bout e nite outing in here cuz of being irritated w some one.. okok.. i guess its natural.. i mean..xpect me to be totally happy with someone all the time.. wel.. but at least dat person can dun be so hard to live wif ? okok.. enuf.. sat: started at 7.00.. set off for ice skating.. we onli had 1 hr to skate though.. and the ice was real bumpy.. [ i noe..

2003-09-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

... some pple.. juz wun give others peace.. and i thot dat person learnt.. their lesson.. wa liaoz.. still so rude to others.. who does she think she is ?????????????? and everyone is obligated to her.. yeah........rite... . . . the whole world centers around her.. and wad else.. ? try to threaten others... and when pple show concern.. wad? she starts...ok..wadeva... *nowonder they say a

2003-09-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

today.. a totally..totally good piece of news...*okok.. relac.. not dat big.. I fINaLLy PasSed my a MAThs TEsT ~ !! okok... i noe.. maybe its not such a big deal to someother pple but to me.. i.ve been waiting for dis day... even thou.. its reallie.. JUSt a just..pass.... [ my careless mistakes always kill me ] but i was saying dat when i pass dis i would be reallie happy..... okok *work

2003-09-02T03:53:00.000-07:00

yesterday.. is yesterday i noe.. but i had no time to write in here.. n e way.. i thot dat person would hate me a lot.. cuz i started thinking bout it and realised dat i was totally inconsiderate and stuff... i noe.. i noe.. sometimes i can go overboard. so sent a veri long sms... and.. dat person is so darn understanding.. ~ i haf nvr seen someone so gd natured b4..! okok.. mayb

2003-08-31T23:43:00.000-07:00

thot 2day was gonna be quite nice.. yeah.. i wish.. now its looking so fantastic.. went swimming... morning mayb im allergic to chlorine or wad.. got some sorta rash or wadever on mi eye *bleahz.. n e way... it was like.. i was supposed 2 meet someone 2 go out.. den had 2 change plans last min.. was kinda inconsiderate of mi.... so sorrie.. sorrie.. so now staying at home for e rest of

2003-08-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

long time no blog.. lousy english yeah ? ... ok.. really didn.t feel like blogging.. ok dat is just an excuse. honestly the last few weeks went by so fast.. i think i have been hiding under a rock. everyones blog is increasing..more and more entries..but mine was stuck there...after national day and stuff..so u can.t call this a summary of the last few weeks... okay enuff of crap! 1st reason..

2003-08-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

hw do u feel..a sense of hopelessness.. when theres nth to hope for.. actually haf to work to it.. >_< to be totally totally honest.. i din work hard..for dis subject.. den wen i fail..feel veri guilty.. arghh.. im aso darn careless.. wish i can change dat. whoever thot of dat wish upon a star thing..? i mean its like.. students life.. no such thing as wish for gd marks loh.. nowonder all i

2003-08-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

ok here it is.. finally got dis ntry.. hez. i hate to say dis.. but the past week was blah.. i noe. kinda "ungrateful" but its like.. yeah. dats how i feel so many things im my mind.. so many questions i can.t find the answers to.. maybe its juz my attitude prob. or some sorta selfishness.. even thou i alreadi wanted to pray dat i would.. be less selfish.. try 2 love others wif God's love

2003-08-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

i typed one whole darn entry and my internet had prob at dat moment.. ........>_<

2003-08-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

faith.. is believing without seeing.. yet many times.. things in life.. juz seem like.. so empty and even thou pple find ways to reason it out..wif their own thinking.. its not oways easy.. faith is like dat.. esp faith like dat of a small child.. http://www.inspirationalstories.com/11/1134.htmlabt..believing....the fact dat.. some things cannot be xplained.. and to haf faith..not juz lean

2003-08-05T02:11:00.000-07:00

was feeling down.. real down. u.. felt it too i thot it was okay.. to tell u leave mi alone.. walk away, did not realise dat.. i hurt u again you were quiet.. den left me in the rain i looked back, juz e sight of u looking dejected.. slowly walking away i thot it would not bother me.. what had really changed ? would things be the same.. heez.. some attempt at a poem??? wonder

2003-08-05T01:22:00.000-07:00

feeling.. disappointed wif.. myself.. history juz repeated itself.. and wad happened later.. seemed like.. deja vu .. okay. not xactly... but its abt e same thing dat happened. but im reallie darn bad.. [ insensitive to be specific] den... y do i keep allowing history to repeat itself. ? watever.. reallie need 2 buck up ..esp 4 a maths..some ger failed it again. haiz.. i tend to affect

2003-07-27T03:07:00.000-07:00

harloz.. juz came bac frm national heritage trail.. had a kinda eventful weekend..on sat.. was forgetful day.. who noes how many times i said sorrie.. haiz.. den met frens and went to gbc stayed overnite there.. had to wake up so early to get there.. den also got to meet some new gb frens.. and today.. some other pple frm diff UgZ.. [guides,npcc, ncc, st john am brigade.. red cross, s'pore

2003-07-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

some pple juz drive mi nuts..okay..not xactly.. but i juz haf no patience for those kinda pple.. i mean. wad has the world come to ? bad influences.. vulgar language. and wad else ? being perpetually[izzit rite ] rude to authority..okay.not onli dat..rude to everyone else. and who wouldn.t get irritated with somebody whos constantly saying stuff like" yeah. its my fault! everything aso my fault

2003-07-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

theres gotta be[ more to life] stacey orrico I've got it all, but I feel so deprived I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing And why can't I let it go CHORUS: There's gotta be more to life... Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me Cause the more that I'm... Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life Well it's

2003-07-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

feel sick.. but not sick ..[ can.t afford to..] n e way.. been trying to do my blog for so long..n it seems to be going hay wire..and i mean the whole thing.. i add someting..and it doesn.t seem to work .. :S [ hopefully i can add sometime [cute?] ..when i do..will be reAL happy ] so now its juz my same old blog and juz mi. same applies to my life.. but e reason is cuz.. im not doing any

2003-07-13T02:27:00.000-07:00

e sunday of de 2nd week ... time reallie flies darn fast.. sometimes i believe it but sometimes i dun.. now all im wishing ish dat i can hold on to time..so dat it won.t go so fast.. aRghh..okok..nutz 1 week has passed since e church dance thingie.. [ it was reallie fun] and.. our s.s presentation.. darn paiseh. haf to sing in front of claz. . [ zHao SIa ( correct anot ? )] okok wadever.. so

2003-07-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

i got dis bad feeling again..but i juz can.t confirm it.. im juz so insensitive..for eg..[ too many eg to show dat im insensitive ][most recent ish e zy thingie.. i mean.in claz im siting behind him and i din notice any difference] shuCK.. haiz.. and... i juz reallie wish i had more confidence.. [* secret--> e reason y i "dao" pple sometimes is not cuz i dun like dem or wad ] i juz ... scared

2003-07-06T23:26:00.000-07:00

so today.. even though im not thrilled to go bac to sch , sth gd happened to day.. (thankGod) the sch called..and said dat they found my wallet.. *smilez =) gd thing its was found b4 someone else stole it.. [ so many cases of wallet /hp stolen ] they said dat someone had returned it.. and i thot dat there weren.t many honest pple ard anymore.. okok.. so gotta try and finish my hw b4 tmr.. [

2003-07-06T23:10:00.000-07:00

e weekend was kinda hectic.. sat morn was like..last min drill..b4 e whole enrolment.. during e service kinda paiseh cuz we sang gb hymn wrong =p dunno why there was a chorus there..okok.wadever.. so wanted to leave b4 the whole usual "champagne thingie " we usually have. during that time.. i went back to my bag..[ which was mienie's transparent bag] onli to find out dat my wallet was gone.. i

2003-06-29T02:00:00.000-07:00

someting happened recently .. someone[lets call he/her A] heard dat someone[ lets call dat person B] said sth abt A behind A's back.. yeah..and i was the one caught in the middle... but den i believed dat B wouldn.t do such a thing.... but den..there was A ...trying to tell mi ...like convince mi dat i shld take A's side..even though..A was like saying oh..nvm..if u dun believe mi.. its like..

2003-06-22T03:49:00.000-07:00

sometimes..or mayb most of e time..wen things are going my way..i question why...and when things dun go my way.. i juz get irritated wif myself and everything.. totally strange.. juz wish dat i could wake up one day and realise dat everything dat actually happened is just a dream.. mayb i dunno wad reality ish.. juz dunno y things muz happen..even though i believe they happen for a reason.. [

2003-06-21T00:41:00.000-07:00

sometimes its reallie hard to get to noe someone..wen dat persons outer /exterior is sho hard.. and i get irritated wif dat person.. i guess its natural.. wish she dun get influenced so easily....okok..nvm wdevR

2003-06-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

well..wad to say ? the hols gonna end in one week..can.t stand it..tis is e shortest hols ever.. guess e onli gd thing ish dat i get to sleep more.. :P like a pig liddat.. haiz..still gt so0oOooOo much hmwK..and i din touch n e of it.. hmz.. juz wish tt the hols wun end so fast.. beginning of the term ish gonna be a new start for mi ..* i hope * i dun like every thing..well almost everything

2003-06-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

(^-^)ZzzZzz.. dunno wad im still doing up at this time. hahaz..kerAzee mi.. juz dwl kazaa..so dwl lotsa stuff.. hahaz .. okok.. going ice skating tmR..so xciteD..hope its gonna b fun.. its onli my second time.. (- think pple gone skating many times b4 ..and dwl kaZaA so much earlier-) hahahz.im slow.. okok..toking crap n0w..muz be cuz..whoA ..12:57 am oredi..okok..nowonder... =p

2003-06-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

Your Existing Situation Relatively inactive and in a static condition, while conflict of one sort or another prevents peace of mind. Unable to achieve relationships of the desired degree of mutual affection and understanding. Your Stress Sources Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice

2003-06-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

den @ nite..dunno y..but we suddenly toked bout some creepy stuff... hahaz.. den g0t freaked out.. [ziyang said some wierd stuff. ] but overall..i think e bbq kinda fun =) thankz wQ =)=) *smilEz * and i can.t think bout how much im gonNa miss everyone ..and i reallie mean it..i mean u all haf been such great frenz.. okok..enuff..gettin emotional here.. g2g nw.. got lotsa stuff to write..but

2003-06-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

firz few days went to sch for a maths.. i was reallie looking forward to thurs ..y ? guess waD? we had a class bbQ `!!!!!! wHooHoo.. =) haha 0ne th1ng bout it though.. i tink onli 14 pple were there.. and b4 the gg gers went there were onli 3 gers there.. [ wheres e gers spirit ] kiddin..kiddin..guess e xams..and stuff.. n e way..after setting up e bbq..it started to rain..den we all ran for

2003-06-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

long time no write in here.. lotsa stuff to write...hahaz.. juz as i thot.. e firz week went by pretty fast.. =) =( truth ish..i dunno how i feel abt it.. =P [ undecisive part of mi again ]

2003-06-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

2days e firz day of e hols.. i.ve juz wasted the morning away..doing wad? chattin..chatting..chatting..on msn..n dwl songs.. =) and listening to music.. [ i think i haf too many fave songs {can.t make up my mind which one is my favorite most fave song}] i can listen to it[music] the whole day.. think its kinda strange dat i dun feel dat stressed[peace] =| out any more.. on e contrary..

2003-06-04T01:46:00.000-07:00

seems like i went back to the past.. nth to do.. but this time.mood everyday is the same..[ sian,regrets , feeling fed up wif myself , feeling pathetic .. ] mayb im too self centred or sth.. or too childish cuz i can't find e answers to my questions.. one thing i dun understand.. why does he oways manage to cheer mi up.. y do pple care? im reallie wierd rite? wondering abt these stuff.. at

2003-05-30T02:17:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

y? y? haiz....... i sucK ~!!!!! i juz dunno y i cannot pass a single a maths test.. im totally dead.tcher is ngrie. okok i guess its my fault.. i din practice enuff and everything .. and i dunno wad im going to tell my parents.. tis the subject i cry most over . and its lyk so pathetic ..... wadeva

2003-05-27T21:46:00.000-07:00

went out to watch matrix reloaded yesterday [ the show is darn cooL ~!!! fighting scenes esp =p]but kinda exaggerated. haha ~ and then to sakae sushi for some sushi buffet thingie .. { i think my appetite has decreased} haha.. so not reallie worth it .. was so tired wen i went back home.. but din wanna sleep.haha cuz we din need to go to sch the next day .. { ok ..i noe..i get pretty crazy

2003-05-27T21:38:00.000-07:00

1st day after exam =) so happy ~!! haiz..but i scares me to think about the results cuz i think i did really badly this time.. i really dunno wad im doing this whole term .

2003-05-26T04:14:00.000-07:00

i juz found out dat i haf a decision to make.. although not a major one.. but i juz dunno y i can.t make up my mind.. haiz.. the life of not being able to make simple decisions.. shuckz.. and wad wif peer pressure.. { okay..okay.} its not dat bad .. {im exaggerating } any way.. exams gonna be over alreadi [slacking mode ] i better snap out of it.. and hang in there.. *its gonna be over soon*

2003-05-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

feelin ..so irritated .. y?.. i dunnoE why.. ~ small matters i guess. the exams .. myself.. the weather.. losin my stuff ~

2003-05-09T04:18:00.000-07:00

So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else ..

2003-05-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

im ScareD.. scared 2 go bacK 2 sch.. i dun wanna go.. im soOo deAd.. cuz im so shure dat im gonNa fail both tests.. chEm + aMathz.. die..die.. and gonna get scolding again.. juz duNnoe wad 2 say ..haiz.. im so hopeless..failed 3 tests l!aoz.. tis time sure get a lot of scolding.. so how ? saVe mi ~ :( and {mid yEr xaMz}..aRe knOckiNg on e DoOR

2003-05-02T07:52:00.000-07:00

arlOz.. wad m i DoinG ? wastiNg time agaIn.. shuCKz.. was juZ chanGinG e colOurz on tis bloGgIe .. [if u didn.t notice.. tAnkIew so muCh =) ] i haf darn baD colour sEnse...played wif it for so long and ended up wif white in e middle.. haha okok..

2003-04-24T05:12:00.000-07:00

Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Low Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Low go try.. haha. =p http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv can.t believe it..everything either low or moderate...i thot i gt prob wad.. haha.. im such a copycat.. g0sh ..haha.. so

2003-04-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

everyday passes so fast .. soon xam will b here.. arGHhh [ so scared] n e way.. nth much fer now.. i.ve been wasting time.. can.t wait 4 e june holz and the class bbq..but it means half a yer has passed.. [dun wanna think abt it ] but somehow.... n e wayz.. 2 all e5 pple n those who c diz.. cherish e time u haf.. n stay happie n njoy sec 3 lyfe ~ >_<

2003-04-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

2day ish soO0o..hectic..running here n there. at least not e usual.. {lookin fer tis person dat person..} couldn.t concentrate during e firz few lessons..dunno y.. haha. waz so darn tired.. [ mayb if u c me reading my txt book ..lookin down ] most prob ..im sleeping.Zzz.. haha . but e day passed so fast.. dunno whether its a gd thing or not.. e rain ...kept many pple baQ.. [ mostly frm2e5

2003-04-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

y iZzit...the more i try and help..the more i mezz e whole thing up ? ... the more i try and xplain... the more i get mizunderstood ? .. and the more i think abt stuff..the worse it bcomez ?

2003-04-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

* juz a day..juz an oRdiNa|2y day.. ~ todAy ..2nD day baQ @ skoOL ...now i R.e.g.r.e.t wad i said ..abt wantin 2 go back ...argHhh... its lyk..gotta rush ..wif schwk and stuff..and im still in hol mo0d ...[pr0crastiNating/slacKing ..etc..] so hw ? darN.. {noW ish a totally bad time 2 get a flu or sumthing.. } --> eveRyone will moVe away if u juz snEeZe or sth.. so wads interesting ?

2003-04-04T00:53:00.000-08:00

These days the world's alright The sun shines bright I'm kickin' out the bad dreams These days I don't think twice Walk on life..

2003-04-04T00:45:00.000-08:00

everyones at home..cuz of sars :'( can.t believe i will say this..but i wanna go baQ 2 sch.. n e way..2 day kinda gd mood.. farni rite ? esp since last nite had a bad dream[its abt sch..]and kinda crappy mood.. (mayb i ate too much ) =p haha ~

2003-03-14T02:33:00.000-08:00

last day of scH..meaNs e sTart of hols.. dun think its much of a hol though.. haiz.. x infinity = wad ? lyk this song.._a voice within_ christina.a

2003-03-08T06:08:00.000-08:00

haha..guess i wasn.t e onli wan who wanted 2 do a blog after seeing someone elses one..gosh..now they gonna think dat i copy dem...aiya..nvm..let e blog fever spread..haha ok..guess i even more siao den gav...

2003-03-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

hey there.. wad was i thinking ? ? im nutZ ~!!! hahahahaha to mence: if u c this...hope u stay cooL n funky and hapPie owayz.. :D [edited on ..erm.. 4/4/03 ]

2003-03-06T05:14:00.000-08:00

haiz..2day is a totally.. bad ? yUk dAy ..i guESs.. i.ve bEeN fLunkIng all my tests if not flunk den its juz pass..aiya..dunno how im gonna survive.. den kanna scolding frm some tcher..sad..cried..dunno y..